You know that time in your life when you have to be patient and wait for something? When the only thing you want most seems like its just around the corner and then time seems to stand still and never move? Thats the point I'm at this week. I know we only have like 2 and a half weeks left now but time is dragging on. I want my Whitney, I want Revolution Youth, I want summer. I want the fun side of ministry, not this part that leaves me axhausted every night. I fall asleep texting Whitney almost every night and I feel horrible about it. But I'm just so exhausted. I'd much rather fall asleep in her arms on a cool summer night. That is home. I miss home.

          Hello there world! This week has been pretty lengthy and unfortunately, there is no sign of slowing down. We 've got kids life groups on Friday night and cleaning on Saturday. I'm gunna have t0 get alot of homework done before the end of next week  because we have more Reds games on Friday and Saturday and then again the following Monday and Tuesday. Sigh... John Mayer really says it all.

 Stop this train
I want to get off and go home again
I can't take the speed it's moving in
I know I can't but honestly won't someone stop this train

So scared of getting older
I'm only good at being young
So I play the numbers game to find away to say that life has just begun
Had a talk with my old man
Said help me understand
He said turn 68, you'll renegotiate
Don't stop this train
Don't for a minute change the place you're in
Don't think I couldn't ever understand
I tried my hand
John, honestly we'll never stop this train

See once in a while when it's good
It'll feel like it should
And they're all still around
And you're still safe and sound
And you don't miss a thing
'til you cry when you're driving away in the dark.

Singing stop this train I want to get off and go home again
I can't take this speed it's moving in
I know I can't
Cause now I see I'll never stop this train

          This week will prolly be a long one for me. I worked a Reds game last night. The game went into 11 innings :( and then some counts were wrong on inventory so...dang it. We got to our van at about 10 til midnight. Back to the church before  1 am. Whew! Today I have City Conquest so that oughta be fun! But then I have mowing again. I usually mow just about every day except Sunday. Then tomorrow I work another Reds game! Yay...not! Poopy week again. Sadly, they wont ever get better until this yr is over

          I havent posted on here in a long time! I apologize deeply. Let me explain why :)

          Last week there was a huge conference here at HCC. 300 ppl at Tuesdays service and 250 during the day on Wed and Thurs. Naturally, Masters got to set everything up, work the event, and also tear it all back down. The church thinks we are just free labor and pass it off as being 'good servants'. Its no fun!  Anyways, I was puttin in 14 hr days this week so I naturally was too tired to do anything afterward. Even our academics were cancelled this week.
          On a positive note, Revolution Youth now has 4 services this summer! Woot! We've really been blessed so far seeing as we just sent out an email like a week ago! :)

I love Whitney! Woot!