Today isnt any easier

Today is day 5 without Whitney and they havent gotten any easier. I miss her like crazy all the time. I think about her all day. I just wish it could be easier for me. I have nothing to take my mind off of it and it stinks. I want my Whitney. But I have to be strong. I have to be strong for her. I want her to enjoy college and not have to worry about me. I love her with all my heart and I know she can do great in college. I just have to stay strong... for her.